22 Sept 2017

FACTS ABOUT ME

Well lets start.................posting?

          Yep, it's been a while. My time was quite occupied lately, handling some kind of thingy everyday at work, and sometimes i even forgot to take my medicine. oh yep gastrictis problem here! Idk man i dont even have time lately.



          Anyways, a feeling to write or type something hit me just now and i think this would be a great topic to talk about since i need a refresh button to get to know myself either. You may leave if you wanted to because it would be a long post. I warned you.

Let's start?



1. I am the oldest from four siblings but not the tallest one :( 

2. I am freaking 'pelat' when i was young and that's how the 'Shida' name finally appear from. Yeap pelat nak sebut saiyidah sampai jadi shida. so yeah......

3. Back then, i am daddy's little girl. well like i told you, 'back then' when everything's smooth. but now im my nanny's princess before everything! I told everything, like a girl talk. When i said everything, i mean every single things and details. She's definitely my go to. It's like a place for me to get manja with, laughing, hugging and when i need just a little bit of affection. Or the most. 

4. I am good in math and english. Eh no i love themmm. How difficult it can be i still love them both. and it's a big NO for sejarah.

5. Im not into sports but i love netball and bowling so much! get it?

6. I tend to get angry on a simple things. well it's not marah act but more to cepat serabut haha whatever.

7. Sometimes i did not realize i talk at the speed of ets. And mostly i dont even understand what i talked about.

8. My palms are always wet and sweaty and worse when im getting nervous over something.

9. Shy at first but once i get comfortable with people, you guys can judge then :)

10. A big fan of Panda! Every single thing that comes with panda but a big no kalau patung. It's not that because i dont like it but im just afraid of any kind of patung sleep with me. you know...... tula dari kecil asyik fikir malammalam dia gerak je. ((tapi rumah banyak patung ni malaikat tak masuk hm)) so no bear for me. AND FLOWERS TOO. I dont like flowersss iyek.

11. Always and forever for white black and pink colour!

12. Rarely eat and cant finish  my foodssss. But once i eat, I EAT A LOT.

13. I love to keep problems to myself and that's not healthy.

14. I tend to cry over a simple thing. A LOT. Tengok cerita korea lah selalunya haha. Someone even called me a crybaby ((i think it's everyone haha)) I wonder how people could express their feelings in a rough way.

15. I could be cool liddat to an emotional lunatic just like that :)

16. I can be freaking silent when i get mad and not in a good mood.

17. Clingy as hell when i demam.

18. I hate kiasan. I mean, if you like me ((example)) just tell me straight away. I wouldnt understand your kiasan. Or pretending not to.

19. I am good listener and adviser until one point i think i should be cikgu kaunseling haha!

20. Talk about music, i dont have any specific genre that i like. When it's good then it's good.

21. I love to sing. Yep you hear me. I love to sing but not with anyone else. I mean i love to sing when im alone. In my room and not in the bathroom sebab bilik air pun orang luar still dengar. And i have to humming every single times when im with someone.

22. Im not into makeup thingy but have a thought to wear but i cant because i dont like it but i like it but freaking cant because nanti kulit cepat je nak naik segala sedara mara even pakai baru 4-5 jam lol. You get me? so dont wear makeup haha

23. I loveeeeee drugstore. Watson ke guardian ke i dont mind. Sebab banyak mask haha

24. I fall sick easily i think. Especially gastric semput and migraine.

25. I love every single things that i have. Eg my watch. I still wear it even dah pecahpecah dah. The secret on how i show my loyalty :)

26. When i said i love, i love. That's it. Dont ask me again. I dont know how to express that feelingss.

27. I love pedas food. Tak pedas tak complete. and i dont eat sayur.

28. I LOVE SOMEONE PAT MY HEAD. LIKE FREAKING LOVE IT

29. Not that girly but tak tomboy. Oh please you have to know this. tapi crybaby? hm

30. I have a very very fast hand i think. Tend to tumbuk lempang and cubit someone easily haha.

I'm gonna stop here and 30 is way more than enough.



Does anyone read it till the end? I wonder lol



Till we meet again.
Assalam Alayk! :) 
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14 Jun 2017

Migraine

بِسْمِ اللهِ الرَّحْمنِ الرَّحِيمِبِسْمِ اللهِ الرَّحْمنِ الرَّحِيمِ



          Yup, Shida ada migrain. Straight ke cerita jela ya? First kena last year, time tu baru balik asrama sebab time tu minggu balik. Idk why tibatiba je sakit sangat sangat kepala. Rasa nak pecah sangat and i cried haha ((sebab sakit sangat weh)) then tiqah suruh baring ke apa tah time tu. Ingat nak tidur but i cant! sakit sangat sampai nak tidur pun takboleh :( So kita baring je.


          Lepas maghrib macam tu ainaa datang picitkan kepala. Kurang lah sikit sakitnya but! dia punya urat tu nampak kot. You can imagine how it would be kepala nak pecah kan? then malam tidur esok okay dah. Going to class macam biasa. but after two weeks macam tu sebab minggu balik gak rasanya time tu sakit balik. Sakit sangat sangat macam masa first kena tu. tapi before that memang dah kena sakit kepala biasa biasa juga. and this time sakit sangat and tangan kanan dengan mulut sebelah kanan kebas which is memang buat shida fikir that im gonna have stroke hahaha but yaa.


        Then masa cuti i think ibu bawak pergi Mawar nak check but then tak jadi sebab cost almost 1K sebab doctor tu paksa suruh check guna CT Scan. Yes nak scan pun mahal sekarang gaiss. So we decided pergi seksyen 7. and again saya nangis lah sebab takut. Lepas dah check semua dia kata dah confirm ada migraine biasa je ((sebab time tu taktau sebab takpernah migrain)) and darah saya pekat tapi kurang sangat. then kita pun balik and having my life till now.




          Act, baca artikel ni tadi here . Thats why saja nak kongsi cerita. But lately ni pun sakit balik. well i dont know why saya bukan doktor. Jaga diri masing masing. Assalam 'Alayk!

Saiyidah takut,
Doakan saya yaa. 
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11 Jun 2017

Future

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(takde kaitan with this post but kinda miss you sayang) 


          And yes, no one would ever know how their future will be. but not gonna say much this time nak share plus tanya pendapat je which i think no one would ever respon so nahh kita redah jela kan haha. it's my blog anyway........


          So as we all know i done my practical at Indkom which is my mom punya tempat kerja juga. Okay to be short, last week my bos yang Department IT call my mom. He asked my mom kalau Shida nak kerja situ. I dont know what to respond act sebab happy lah takpayah interview kan but kita dah kerja cuma that kerja gaji tak tetap so i dont know guys. Need your help here!


          Okay je kerja dekat situ, workmate semua okay. but you know. system dia kurangkurang sikit lah. Sorry cant tell you but yaa that's it. Best part dia kalau kerja situ gaji Shida tetap lah and plus tak penat macam sekarang. Workhard gila but gaji tak tetap. gah tak pasti ni. Kena istikharah nampaknya.

Pray for me guys,
ShidaSaiyidah J
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8 Mar 2017

Practical

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         Sebenarnya nak post masa dekat office tadi tapi dah nak balik so macam tak sempat plus idea sangat lah membantu time tengah free. Tak tercurah langsung nak post apa tadi. So kita random jela malam ni yaa :) Macam yang kita semua tahu practical Shida dah nak habis lagi berapa minggu je. Kalau kira hari ada lahdalam 20 something hari lagi. Tak kira lah Shida nak kira minggu gak sebab angka dia lagi sikit haha.


          Due to my pratical yang tak lama lagi nak habis, taktau lah excited ada lah. Sebab finally takpayah tulis buku log biru, takpayah buat laporan slide semua. Everythings gonna be different by now sebab takde dah balik rumah katil lah nombor satu sekarang sebab macam exhausted gila penat kerja! Lagi - lagi masa first day practical Ya Allah back pain fuh taktahu nak describe macam mana. 

          Tapi everything's okay je kerja pun okay nasib ada officemate yang gila - gila. Abang wan lah banyak tolong semua. Kena phsycho pun dia backup. Meeting dia pun dia angkut juga Shida ni join sekali sebab nak lari dari boss haha. Free pergi tengok movie dekat bilik melati yang besar gila seat pun dah lebih kurang seat dekat wayang je bilik tu. Oh! partner practical pun best sebab yang 7 orang ni semua KV juga so kitorang tukartukar je report hihi. 

          Mestilah sedih juga nak habis practical. Bukan sebab segala kerja tapi sebab semua abang and akak officemate dekat sini yang gilagila semua ni. Yang buat hari kelam menjadi cerah cewah haha. Tapi betul lah semua yang banyak ajar selok belok bengkangbengkuk dekat Indkom tu. Banyak ajar pasal kerja semua. Thankyou sangat sangat dekat semua!

          So lepas habis ni nak kena perah otak balik settle file, presentation, pta, exam akhir and paling nak kena fikir lepasni nak buat apa. I am so not ready nak kerja. Taknak kerja dulu rasa macam tua sangat je dah kerja haha but that is the fact Shida! Wait till my upcoming post okay? Maybe later on dah tau nak buat apa ke kan? Who knows right? Goodnight guys esok kerja lagi. 


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P/s: Selamat Hari Wanita wahai wanitawanita sekalian.
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13 Feb 2017

Happy 2-anti!

Assalamualaikum



               As we all know, it’s my birthday last Friday. Oh yaa sekarang tengah office hour kita relax je update blog sebab sorang dekat sini. En Hamdan dengan Abang Wan shuti!  Ya Allah seorang saiyidah ni dah 20 tahun haha. As usual not gonna wish anything sebab saya kan suka ikut the flow je. So nothing special on my birthday sebab Shida bukan jenis celebrate pun. But thankyou so much untuk semua yang wish my birthday. Atleast you’ve made my day guys seriously, thankyou J


                So yesterday rasa down gila sebab baca lagi. It’s like saya ni kacau je hahahaha stop it lah. Can someone help me? Get rid of this feeling pleaseeeeee. Menangis nangis dah hahaha so what? J Is it just me or memang layan lain? Dia lain dengan kita lain. Tu je saya rasa sekarang but whatever everything seems so nice okayokay je semua so kita chill kita follow the flow je eh. Eh dah enam bulan ceh haha. Saya taknak hilang yang ni hm.




Take a good care of yourself guys,

Sincerely: seorang shida J
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5 Feb 2017

Sorry

We all grown up. All things just happen for a reason. There must be lesson for that. Yes that's all i can conclude to make you realize that some thing can't be happen  just like what you are hoping it to be. My principe senang je follow the flow je lah kan. and i am very very sorry for all the things that happen now and later on. 

It is not my intention to make you feel very depressed. All i can say is i am very sorry and i hope you still wanna be friends with me. Walaupun sebenarnya tak rapat sebab tak sama class tapi selalu je dulu tegur kalau berselisih. I hope you are doing great dear friend cause im kinda miss yaa. Dah takde bonding time dah hm. 

And inshallah we are going to be happy just the way we should be. Sebab shida pun takde kuasa nak ubah benda ni semua. Saya follow the flow je. Jaga diri yaa and im sorry again..
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31 Jan 2017

Excited




Assalamualaikum, after years and im back! Shida taktau semangat ni ada sampai bila. doadoakan lah yaa :) It's been 2 months since shida practical. So far it's been good. Boss saya je kurang ngam sikit. Yang lain okayokay saja hihi.

Talk about months; hello it's February tomorrow! Since kita update dekat blog which is no one knows my website link (i think). So kita diam je. Not that excited cause im already 20 guys ya allah semoga makin matang seorang shida ni hahaha.

So it's my birthday; can i ask for a present? Nak panda please...............................





Short update; still working tomorrow. 



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